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nightmares before lovely dreams

by ghost mail

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1.
You caught me in September, you saw me putting up the lights Just let me celebrate us, just let me, just let me hold you tight the Christmas lights hang, they hang high the colors fade around your face I can’t keep it together for heaven’s sake, I’ll be ready, just let me in… …your heart, it’s blocked by a thousand spears made of your bitterness Just let me in, just let me in. I want to hold you tight. I know it will be alright Christmas in September, no one will remember me
2.
prom night 02:55
i went to pick you up around 7 o’clock I remember your black dress You said, “more is less.” I bought you a corsage it was pink Like your lip gloss We danced all night We had so much fun We were so in love Like some addicting drug We went back to your car Where we lay and looked at stars You looked at me and smiled It felt right, it felt right at prom night it felt right You kissed me, I could die
3.
don't say 01:53
I was scared to sleep at night Your face haunts me tonight don’t say you’ll stay if you go Your hands were soft in the snow So you hugged me to get warm
4.
it became 01:12
walking to your house we just became the most heartbroken fools in love, fools in love holding hands at the movies like an old couple with the most heart wrenching stories
5.
{ instrumental}
6.
did you think I would follow you into the dark? save me from myself I am towards the light the grim reaper sucks my soul out of my own body run run run away he’s coming for you he’s not happy at all forget me life is full of regrets I had to run away from here don’t call I won’t pick up the phone. I live in my own hell I can’t find a way out. he haunts me for eternity I am so damn broken from this. I run to your house the reaper will still catch me, please comfort me
7.
erase us 02:03
i know you left, you’re not here, you’re not here I know I messed up, it’s my fault, it’s my fault Erase us from my memory Erase us from my misery I don’t think you can, do that, do that I don’t see, why not, why not
8.
use to care 03:04
Did you think I would care? I was there, I was there. You hurt me, so I’m sad, I was mad at that. I use to care; now I don’t. There’s a tear where I use to care. Use to care
9.
there’s a ghost in my house I’m so scared I don’t know what to do there’s a ghost in my house I’m afraid to sleep in the dark There’s a shadow at night My mind goes blank I get so scared There’s a ghost in my house I weep alone too horrified at the news There’s a ghost, there’s a ghost There’s a ghost, there’s a ghost I’m all alone
10.
what will you do when you have no shoulders to cry on how does it feel to be empty inside? (I don’t like this feeling) so much for small talk, no words can express me (but you can show me) I thought about you, I thought about our problems You said, “I love you,” but I didn’t say it back (why didn’t I say it back?) And when you talk to me nothing feels like it Used to at 4 in the morning I thought about you when I was at Walgreens I imagine you in that sundress (you used to steal pills from that store) When I walk around I think about you so much If I had money I’d go see you (I’d hold you so tight) If I had a car I’d take you out (to a fancy dinner on the boardwalk) 4 in the morning, you used to call at 4 in the morning
11.
take me back, let’s go back to the start let’s go back when I had your heart take me back when things were easier I won’t ever find someone quite like you When you awake from a nightmare Just think about me and you won’t be scared Shadows across the grey skies commence The day, you are lost and you will find your way Take me back, let’s go far away from here Let’s go far so I can take away your fears
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13.
it follows 02:35
don’t push me away I swear we’ll be okay Things happen sometimes Please say it’ll be alright It follows me into my dreams It follows me into my sleep I am not afraid To hide this pain But you look at me That’s when I retreat
14.
such a mess 02:10
I wish I could be by your side But I won’t lie even for you The night we met was so perfect I remember every word When you cry a piece of my heart dies Knowing I was the cause If you leave please do it in my dreams Without you I would be lost And through it all I pick up your calls Because I feel like such a mess These nightmares they break me I’m ready To wake up, something inside me just Really fucks me up, its daunting, its haunting

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songs made through 2014-2017

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released April 16, 2017

written and recorded by rudy castillo- vox, electric guitar, acoustic guitar, synth, drums, keyboard



thank you jose rocha for album polaroid

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