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melancholy

by ghost mail

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1.
in flowers 03:32
all through spring I heard you sing And ur blue eyes Were years of lies Projecting fears A million tears Your heart beats fast No turning back In flowers…surrounds your grave In flowers…your body remains Through the night You whisper in freight Forgetful days In wasteful ways Don’t you go back Don’t you turn back
2.
luv 03:12
There was this moment I knew you’d call me back You smiled slightly I had a heart attack In small moments We felt a spark I can’t compare it But you squeeze my heart Baby when I’m on the phone I just feel alone Baby when I’m on the phone I just feel alone Baby when I’m on the phone I just feel alone Baby when I’m on the phone I just feel alone If all you cared about Was in your room Why would you text me “Hey see you soon” I couldn’t concentrate I luv you so I want to hold you before you go
3.
holding on 02:34
Trying to find the nearest bar I’m just sad in my car It’s ok, it’s ok I’ll be just fine It’s ok, it’s ok She’s just inside I’m holding on to someone great I can’t hold on, it’s too much weight I can’t escape this inner doom I just hide inside my room It’s ok, it’s ok I’ll be just fine It’s ok, it’s ok She’s in my mind
4.
So I walk around In the shadows of town The lights cascade As the houses fade I look up And see the stars They remind me of A place that so far I found comfort in your eyes I found comfort in your eyes U were painting Inside your loft I heard you gasp Then you coughed Before you stopped You said “this sucks” And then you turned to me And said “sometimes it’s luck”
5.
you took me by surprise in the night I heard your crying don’t…you whimper down the hallway you saw me leave in the night you heard me running stop…your scared these thoughts are empty
6.
shatter 02:38
there’s a hole inside my heart it’s never fully healed at all the space between you and I could fill a world, let’s collide I shatter to pieces I shatter to pieces I shatter to pieces I shatter to pieces don’t you know I’m here for you even though you broke me too in this place I feel this void without you, there is no joy
7.
bonfire 02:36
walking home from school I pick up flowers by my neighbor’s pool I hope to see her at the party She’s so cool I’ve been waiting by a bonfire (for her) I’ve been waiting by a bonfire (for her) I’ve been waiting by a bonfire (for her) I’ve been waiting by a bonfire (for her) Before class I went up to her By the lockers, I gave her a note It was like we were in 3rd grade I have all these butterflies inside Inside…
8.
melancholy 03:27
i found you crying at the party with tears strolling down your face, black mascara seeps to your neck, the sadness in your eyes makes me feel the pain i gave you a ride in my car, you told me you where claustrophobic in the back seat so you hopped in the front seat where you looked more relaxed your house is the one with the Christmas lights on It was mid June then you got out and told me… “thank you”
9.
waves 01:44
I wanted out But I couldn’t catch my breath All of a sudden I was 2 feet from my death Waves keep crashing down on me I am drowning underneath the sea I needed pills To help me cope with the pain Then out of nowhere there was tracks and a rolling train

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dedicated to the sweetest bean Ember 🔥

sadness + perspective

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released January 1, 2021

recorded november- december 2020
written, recorded and mixed by rudy castillo- vox,
electric guitar, bass, synth, drums, keyboard.
artwork by rudy castillo
thanks to Jose Anita Rocha for inspiration and friendship
and all my family and friends.
much love to anyone who listens

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