by ghost mail

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released June 20, 2017

album made from 2014-2017

thank you to family and friends

written and recorded by rudy castillo- vox, electric guitar, acoustic guitar, synth, drums, keyboard

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ghost mail Somerset, Texas

texas based lo-fi bedroom pop musician

favorite conversations:
love, death and space


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Track Name: hopelessness
Forget your intentions
this is between her and I
You wrote the wrong address
like ghost mail it’s all wrong

every day is hell when I wake up
cuz you’re not next to me
every day is hell when I wake up
you’re not in the passenger’s seat
Track Name: wait
I found you sitting in your car just crying
I found you talking to an empty photograph

I wait here, I wait here for you
To come back to me
Track Name: oh marnie
I felt happy, I felt sad, I was miserable from what we had

Oh Marnie, oh oh Marnie

I felt content in this life, I was flicking off your hi’s

There was some things to be said, but you just, you just left
Track Name: eject
walking away, pushing play
please don’t say, you’re okay
I fell down the stairs
But I know you were aware
Track Name: haunts me
I was haunted by ghosts they found me

Waiting for some peace, hoping for some peace

I was waiting for the call where you found me

I was haunted by ghosts…..
Track Name: i miss ya
I saw your clothes on my floor. I saw your shadow against my wall.
there thick as thieves those sudden leaps and bounds of our heart.
has it been 7 years since you last called since I saw you.

Don’t leave just yet, I’m still letting it all sink in.
Why am I here? Why do you fear all that we have?
Why were you always sad? I’d still do. I’d still do,
I’d still do anything for you!!!!
Track Name: why o' why
I look up at the stars, I can’t see where you are

Why o’ why is this happening?
Why o’ why can’t I see?

Are you lying on the moon?
Waiting for me to be there soon

Why o’ why can’t I be with you for eternity

And we sit in your car
You kiss me there’s a shooting star
Track Name: but dead ghost i love her
ghost I’m writing you this note
i’m trying to see if you will respond back to me
where did you go? i guess nothing lasts

i loved her more than anything in this world

oh ghost, oh ghost
ghost, where is home?