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silver hair girl why did you run?
I hold my breath under water
I recall the memories of us
And I can’t take them back you were the there
There’s a hole in my heart, a tear
Silver hair girl why did you go?
If I held you, you would’ve helped?
I can’t say if we’d regress
My hope and honesty died that day
Silver hair girl now you know
Why this had to end like that
Why we had to walk away
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I don’t know what to do whenever I see you
People think that I can’t comply
But I just look into your eyes
We all get lonely
We all get afraid
We all feel away
From these empty days
When I saw you I didn’t know what to do
These things you said weren’t even true
I thought you left again
That’s your latest trend
Words can hurt worse now
Criticized in public crowds
I grieve
I sulk
I hate stupid work
I’m tired of these lies
Of these times I try
Words do hurt
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tuesday
02:41
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it was a Tuesday when I asked you on a date
I waited until 10 but you never came in
That was my regret saying, “oh what the heck?”
Trusting in my instincts, throw in the kitchen sink
And in high school you were so damn cool
You were always so pretty, very welcoming
Go go go away I can’t look at you today
Go go go away before my heart decays
When you left high school
Everything changed for you
Regrets are like cancer
There’s no definite answer
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box of stuff
03:01
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why leave me now?
It’s too late to pick up my calls
And if I leave tomorrow
Will you remember me in your memories?
Please shut the door
Walk out with the box full of our regrets
Please take your stuff
It reminds me of a time when were so happy
Why write this down if letters burn so easily?
And you when you leave tomorrow I won’t bother trying anymore
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gazes
03:25
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I saw you from the across the room
When I approached your heart fell on the ground
It was just us lying there
Wish someone notice or care
I wonder when people dream if they feel memories?
I wonder when people dream if they feel memories?
If you think everything will be okay,
Go watch some CNN tell me about the news today
If you think everything will be okay,
Go watch some CNN tell me about the news today
I forgot that it was your birthday
Maybe tomorrow you’ll come back to me
I saw you from across the room
When I approached your heart fell on the ground
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ghost body (version 1)
03:48
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Fighting at 3 am
Its Friday I need to sleep
I don’t care if it’s the couch
Please just shut your pretty mouth
And I saw her shoot her brains out
The ghost haunts me while “they” preach doubt
The cops they came and dug 6 feet down
And found a body in the dirty ground
Its Tuesday, it’s a rainy day
You came home in the rain
Watching cartoons you shut the door
said, “fuck you!”
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it hurts
03:37
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When we met I saw the world from inside a snow globe
And I was protected by the innocence of my own home
You stabbed me in the back
A thousand times it hurts
You aimed at my heart
I think that is way worse
Then I crawled into a ball I was scared of my own life
Never thought I would be horrified by the light
Don’t go I’m alone on the floor
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regrets #2
03:28
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Walking to my car again
I see you talking to a friend
You waved with this amazing smile
Hold up I think I pushed re-dial
And I, I tried to say goodbye
I think I texted what’s up
Thought I tried my own luck
Regrets live inside my head
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need space
02:47
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I wish I could be by your side
I won’t lie even for you
The night we met was so perfect
I remember every word
When you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing I was the cause
If you leave please do it in my dreams
Without you I would be lost
And through it all pick up your calls
Because I feel like such a mess
And through it all pick up your calls
Because I feel like such a mess
Theses nightmares they break me I’m ready to wake up
Something inside me just really fucks me up
It’s daunting; it’s haunting it won’t let me go
I’m ready to see us through space and time
The night we met it hurt so bad, regrets are my only sin
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the moon was sad
01:36
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The problem with tears is that they soak everywhere
I can’t seem to dry them fast enough. And I heard
a loud sob coming from the stars above. I thought
the moon was drunk
but I was sad, I was dumb, the moon was drunk
we were numb
the time it took for me to realize that I was done
it was over there was nothing I could do. When it hurts
all they say is it will get better what bullshit
it ain’t true
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walking to school
01:37
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i just passed the street
turned right on true creek
went by Mr Hue.
waved by to my old crew
there's Hanna again
"oh, girl where ya' been?"
approaching time
the bell rings just fine
she grabbed my hand
then went to class
i don't even know what to do
i'm so damn nervous
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in your arms
03:12
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i need you now more than ever
took me years, to figure this out
I’m losing you to the cruel
I can’t fight it off by myself
It’s so hard to watch you
Just fall apart
In your arms
I will die
Your hollow inside, all you have is lies
I can’t do this anymore, my heart is torn
Please don’t fight me, I’m done with you
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forget me
02:26
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we messed up in all the wrong place I’ve been messing up
I thought we discussed our future I guess you forgot
Pencil me into conversations at least dream a thought
Just forget all the wrong faces it’s not your fault
Let me out I’m suffocating my heart just stopped
Eating salad for dinner well, well she forgot
Forget me I’m nothing here’s my heart’s, here’s my heart thought
Run run into empty conversations looks like you both got caught
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I saw you by yourself at a party crying on the floor
You looked so messed up, your mascara smeared
Underneath your eyelids
So I picked you up put you on the couch
Ask, “are you okay?’ nothing came about
You looked at me stutter words out
Leaned forward then a kiss came about
No, don’t leave just yet
Please don’t leave just yet
Broken hearted on the floor
I hate that you your heart is torn
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hiding (demons)
01:27
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I’ve been hiding from these demons
Holding this bottle in my hand
I’ve been trying to see her
These demons keep holding me back
Broken tragic we all suffer
From these demons that hold us back
Crying in the corner
Hiding from you I’m trapped
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dreaded vampire town
02:21
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I remember when you said, “there’s no going back.”
All of my friends are completely dead.
the vampire sucked the blood out of their veins
I remember I was there so scared of dying
and all the monsters saw me
They said I wasn’t worth their time
So now I’m alone in this dreadful town
All of my friends are dead in this town
All of my loved ones were killed by a monsters frown
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