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….And I love you
For what it’s worth.
And I saw you without a shirt
At the bottom of the lake
You’ll find a mailbox, it was fate
Open the letters
and you’ll find my heart
Everything is blurry, I cannot see
The water suffocates me
When we drown, hold my hand,
hold my hand, please hold my hand
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I, I can't deny I'm paralyzed from the inside
Every day I wake to feel the same
And every time you ask me how I'm feeling
I just smile and tell you that I'm fine
I, I don't know why I'm terrified of everything
Just to call the doctor seems so daunting
For most of my life I felt a sharp uncertainty
Now it’s just become a part of me
I, I can't deny I'm paralyzed from the inside
Every day I wake to feel the same
every time you ask me how I'm feeling
I just smile and tell you that I'm fine
It's hard to stay true, to myself and to you
I can't measure up to this boy you thought you knew
This aching in my heart is tearing me apart
But, darling all your love is somehow not enough
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broken ballerina
03:16
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Wash your face girl there’s no more workouts
9 to 5 that’s what your life’s about
No more fake smiles it’s all for real now
Blank faces and closed mouths
No more twirly dresses dancing on hardwood floors
Just you walking out through open doors
Every time you spun around
You drowned in yourself pity wanting more
But life is hard after dancing for so long
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clumsy drunk
02:23
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Oh, broken heart, will you mend tonight?
Oh, clumsy drunk, can you pretend to care?
I’m in this bedroom wasting my heart away
Rotten soul collapses I spill alcohol on the
cigarette tray
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The sun is hidden behind the clouds
the sun goes down, I see it fall
I write your name at the grocery store
I want to see what it’s like to be you
I’m lying down, it’s raining now
when things are gone
you can’t have them back
I close my eyes, it’s late at night
I hope I won’t have that dream again.
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cuz you left
02:31
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I thought you left please get outta my head
You just won’t let me ever forget
Cuz you left me alone again
You stopped with the calls and texts
I was so damaged get out my head
You can’t just let me ever forget
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7. |
ferris wheel
01:53
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We were laughing atop of the world.
You smiled and said, “I love you”
Then you leaned in and put my arm around you.
And then we shared the most passionate conversations.
We looked down and saw little specs of dots on
the ground. It was just you and me. It was just you and me.
You and me
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the last curtsy
02:12
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Did I know you would quit on yourself today?
Dancing has always been your life before me
And I wish you would just go far away
And I wish you could just stop dancing for today
Where was I when you left the city?
Why didn’t you call me?
I will always pick up for you
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