1. |
doubt and the foggy moon
01:32
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and I was a dreamer in the night
and I saw ravens flyin’ in the sky
and I felt shivers down my spine
and she spilled perfect red wine
so now let the blood rush fast
before you let out one last gasp
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2. |
uncontrollable memories
01:47
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last night I cried
for the first time
when you looked at me you took my memories
like you had control of my body
I felt so sad
Thinking of you makes me mad
when you looked at me you took my memories
like you had control of my body
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3. |
stargaze
02:50
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hey look up its bright outside
the moon is far but so am I
you walked up the flight of stairs
I held your hand you couldn’t bare
All these emotions trapped inside
Look up at the stars
Look up at the stars
Look up at the stars
I’m so alive
Counting every shiny dot
You stared at me like I forgot
To hold you oh so close and tight
And not forget the perfect night
We shared together
Look up at the stars
Look up at the stars
Look up at the stars
I’m so alive
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4. |
teen angst
03:17
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hanging with friends near lakes with scenery
my worst fears came true that evening
this teen angst comprehends my memories
Everybody’s getting drunk
Everyone is having fun
We were all 17
Everyone is hanging out
Couples kissing on the couch
We were all 17
All my friends are freaking out about exams
I’m just skipping class because I can
Meeting up at the beach that’s the plan
Everybody’s getting drunk
Everyone is having fun
We were all 17
Everyone is hanging out
Couples kissing on the couch
We were all 17
Everybody’s getting drunk
Everyone is having fun
We were all 17
Everyone is hanging out
Couples kissing on the couch
We were all 17
Everybody’s getting drunk
Everyone is having fun
We were all 17
Everyone is hanging out
Couples kissing on the couch
We were all 17
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5. |
weep (4am)
01:51
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it’s 4am
I think of you
I weep in bed
Cuz I think of you
It’s 4 am
I think of you
It’s 4am
I think of you
I weep in bed
Cuz I think of you
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6. |
the insomniac
03:46
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how are you now?
Your hands are tied down
Wishful thinking
Running empty on dreams
Don’t go to sleep
You’ll only weep
I was like you
Hoping medication would do
This insomnia creeps me the fuck out
Don’t go to sleep
You’ll only weep
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7. |
running away
04:21
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everyone says, “everything is gonna be alright.”
but they forget how I feel at night
the dark terrors attack my insides
my whole life, my whole life has been a lie
don’t you run away
this dream has no escape
my head is such a mess
I hold onto your dress
Everyone saw, everything will be alright
I have to fight to get this outta my mind
Sleep scares me I don’t wanna close my eyes
I’m so scared, I’m so scared I’m gonna die
don’t you run away
this dream has no escape
my head is such a mess
I hold onto your dress
If I saw you
It will be on the moon
When you see me
My eyes swoon
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8. |
coming around
02:33
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you were standing in my room
you said that you’ll, “leave soon.”
I’m not dreaming of a happy life
Someday you’ll be my wife
I will come around
I will come around
Found you wearing that necklace
The one I bought at a music fest
I’m not dreaming of a happy life
Someday you’ll be all mine
I will come around
I will come around
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9. |
lost in dreams
03:36
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cutting class
skipping school
holding hands
with you
and every day you told me, “look in my eyes.”
but you never told me to hold on tight
lost in thought
lost in dreams
lost in life
is you and me
cutting class
skipping school
holding hands
with you
and every day you told me, “look in my eyes.”
but you never told me to hold on tight
lost in thought
lost in dreams
lost in life
is you and me
lost in thought
lost in dreams
lost in life
is you and me
lost in thought
lost in dreams
lost in life
is you and me
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10. |
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I’ve been trying to get some sleep but I can’t it hurts
You’re the only girl who knows my sleeping pattern
Drown myself in toxic pills over again
My eyes are red I think I’m finally dead
She’s so perfect here eyes blind my inner sins
Tossing, turning, wondering what could have been
I think I’m losing sleep it’s in my head
Looking for my medication, how much do I take?
Call me in the morning I lay awake with my friends
My mind says no, but my heart begs till’ the end
I hope I can get some sleep before I’m dead
I hope I can get some sleep before I’m dead
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11. |
die alone
03:08
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weathering the storm or fighting in her dorm
trying to see her side, we couldn’t compromise
hooking up in cars, fighting in the dark
remembering her favorite dress, her hair was always a mess
it hurts so much
I know I will die alone
It hurts so much
I know I will die alone
Forget her birthday, that’s not okay
Wishing for the best, god I’m such a mess
Maybe I’m just sad
For regretting what I had
Maybe I’m just sad
For regretting what I had
it hurts so much
I know I will die alone
It hurts so much
I know I will die alone
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12. |
magic
01:05
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^o^
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13. |
wallow '1995'
03:39
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vintage clothes draped on the floor
its dull colors like what you wore
you called me around 4
asked me, “if I was bored”
breakups suck and so do you
everything fun is in pairs of two
it’s all ruined now, burned to the ground
I look and look but there’s no sound
If I wallow will you come back home?
If I wallow can you pick up the phone?
I know you know, I know you know…
I know you know, I’m all alone
I know you know, I know you know…
I know you know, I’m all alone
Let’s go back to 95’ where our lives intertwined
When we were young and dumb just having some fun
Those were some of the best years of our lives
If I wallow will you come back home?
If I wallow can you pick up the phone?
I know you know, I know you know…
I know you know, I’m all alone
I know you know, I know you know…
I know you know, I’m all alone
Oh sweet baby I don’t even wanna know
Let me hear your voice on the telephone
Oh sweet baby I don’t even wanna know
Let me hear your voice on the telephone
Oh sweet baby. oh sweet baby
oh sweet baby, oh oh baby
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14. |
nice try
01:30
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Look back over your shoulder
Project it onto the colder part of me
Long gone before I could tell you
The reasons I couldn’t come through for you
Trusting only what I cannot prove
Cuz time chose you before you could get better
Nice try but it’s not over
I’m the good guy grabbing your shoulder
Don’t stop under the covers
I miss you doing things like that
Did you see what you did to me?
Did you see what you did to me?
Look back over your shoulder
Project it onto the colder part of me
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